Sunday, December 17, 2006

you know how the more you hate something, the more it'd happen?
well, there you go,
i hate fucking changes and lucky me, everything's changing and i can't adapt to it fast enough so i'm feeling all cranky and moody and shitty. and its ever so straining to keep to your pace, live up to your ideals, yes, and its killing me slowly.

its prolly this inability to lose,
maybe its not what it all seems anymore, maybe its just empty words and all thats real is the fact that i can't lose, i can't lose anything, anyone. i can't take changes if it means losing something and most often or another right now, it means losing someone. so yes, i hate changes very much now and i wish that everything will go back to where it was before.

how very selfish,
yes i know,
why, thank you.
even i know that myself

so its been a really great day. Yay.
i'm trying not to be sarcastic, the night sucked but afternoon with jan, charms and jan's cous was not bad. Its kinda fun lah, hahahaha.

LOL LOL LOL.
Wtf, I hated dinner btw

i used to know the sound of a smile in your voice,
but right now all i feel,
is the pain of the fighting starting off again

you know the things we talk about,
you know they stay on my mind.

12:01 AM

Mine

Rant rant rah rah

Thanks

Sunday, December 17, 2006

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